Starting A Blog

It's been a while since I had a blog, and I had deleted it a long time ago at some journal website i don't really remember, also I was around 14 so I don't think their was anything of interest I Possibly had written about. Maybe about the crushes I had each month or the lack of friends and how I hated myself and posted my shitty poetry which at the time i got into writing. So anyways I feel I am starting my life fresh and new with the whole blogging thing and as well as my life has had a couple of changes and recently I am in the process of  finding myself and growing and finding self value, their have been events that lead me to where I am trying to start now.

    My life Currently is not going accord to plan. I don't think I had a precise plan which is a bad habit of, I don't do plans I never work them through. So now I'm out of school (again) trying to find a job so I can pay off the school and loans in order for me to get my certificate and transcripts but I cant get the job I went to school for because I don't have the transcripts so I'm stuck in a gab that doesn't really give me any moving space but I got some new leads I can call them up and see if they are in need of a massage therapist and send them my resume. I did not seem to previously mention that I was at a massage therapy academy I finished the first part of the program pretty well the second part I had to drop off it wasn't really working out well for me so now I am currently nowhere as far as school and work is. which is like a step back for myself since I had dropped out of college  and I was jobless as well...very lovely by the way =)  Not everything is all bad though I have a new relationship which is odd but pretty good it's so progressive that even I don't know what it means and that's what makes it work. so I don't remember what was the point of this blog other then having a first post on my new blog. and I think first posts are usually ewither very good or boring mine is probably lacking something but I have no idea what to write about so yeah.....this will get better i promise if not then I guess no one will bother to read my blogs and I well just be posting things for myself to read when I'm old and lonely so I might forget that this is me and think I'm reading a very boring story...so far so good success at my lowest XD